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[Dec. 17th, 2006|07:21 pm] |
dang. never get on livejournal.
nothing exciting is really going on.
exams this week, Christmas the next.
i love Christmas, but i can't be that excited right now because i have a headache.
i keep becoming more and more distant from some of my friends.
it makes me sad, but oh well.
i like being single.
i like not worrying about it.
i wish my mom was happy, and i wish i had all a's.
thank you, junior year, for being the worst school year of my LYFE.
i wish i could make myself happier!
i wish people didn't change so much.
ps i'm sorry this post is so completely boring. |
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[Sep. 21st, 2006|04:04 pm] |
dang, i've had a headache for 2 days straight, and i found out i'm hypoglycemic.
sweet!
uhh, school is becoming quite dreadful.
junior year SUCKZ!
i still have an awesome God and a wonderful boyfriend to pull me through.
things seem distant, but i'm trying to work everything out.
i hate when i know what i feel, but i couldn't explain it if the world depended on it.
but like okay.
i was thinking.
we all (as humans) strive for happiness, contentment.
but i realized this is one of our ultimate weaknesses.
when we're content and happy with our lives, it's too easy to forget that there's something more, something better to come.
i was thinking about the coming of Jesus and i honestly thought "man, but life's so good right now"
i wanted to die.
if it takes unhappiness to realize the magnitude of God's love, then bring it on!
i'm tired of milking life for all it's worth.
we all want those moments when you think "man, this is perfect. i never want to leave this place."
but guys, please please please don't forget that there is something so much better!
i am not of the world! |
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[Aug. 4th, 2006|10:47 pm] |
man, i never update this thing.
what is new?
God is amazing, never fails to bring me to my knees.
my life has been turned upside down, basically. except it's right where it should be.
ya dig?
i have a boyfriend.
he's amazing, too.
i'm happy.
but school starts next week =( |
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[Jul. 16th, 2006|12:32 am] |
Name: Alex
Birthday: October ~6th~
Birthplace: Greenville Kentucky.
Current Location: Madisonville Kentucky
Eye Color: Brown.
Hair Color: I think dark brown!
Height: 5'3"
Right Handed or Left Handed: right.
Your Heritage: German, maybe?
The Shoes You Wore Today: brown flip-flops
Your Weakness: packing & telling people how I feel
Your Fears: Growing up & people coming & going out of my life.
Your Perfect Pizza: ew, but.. if forced, VEGGIE!
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: All A'z!
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: "i'm an idiot." & putting obnoxious ~*~ on everything.
Thoughts First Waking Up: "what time is it", "i'm hungry", or "i wonder if my mom would believe me if i said i was sick."
Your Best Physical Feature: Richard says my eyez.
Your Bedtime: ~*~whenever~*~, i'm a rebel!
Your Most Missed Memory: being with him!
Pepsi or Coke: PEPSI.
MacDonalds or Burger King: neither.
Single or Group Dates: depends!
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton ice tea!
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla.
Cappuccino or Coffee: neither.
Do you Smoke: no!
Do you Swear: no!
Do you Sing: not well!
Do you Shower Daily: nope.
Have you Been in Love: nope.
Do you want to go to College: yes!
Do you want to get Married: yes.
Do you believe in yourself: most of the time.
Do you get Motion Sickness: no.
Do you think you are Attractive: sometimes.
Are you a Health Freak: no.
Do you get along with your Parents: eh.
Do you like Thunderstorms: no!
Do you play an Instrument: i used to play trumpet!
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: no!
In the past month have you Smoked: no!
In the past month have you been on Drugs: ~~eVeRyDaY~~......no.
In the past month have you gone on a Date: i guess?
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yuck.
In the past month have you been on Stage: nope.
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: haha, i have lindzey's bracelet!
Ever been Drunk: nope
Ever been called a Tease: nope, haha
Ever been Beaten up: yep
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: i don't know, but I want to travel and be married with kids and tell people about Jesus.
What country would you most like to Visit: ahhh. any country in Africa!
In a Boy/Girl..
Favorite Eye Color: ~*~don't matta~*~
Favorite Hair Color: anything but black, really. and no multi-color, either.
Short or Long Hair: anything but gross, metal long.
Height: tall!
Weight: haha, i don't care.
Best Clothing Style: not ghetto.
Number of Drugs I have taken: ~*~TyLeNoL~*~
Number of CDs I own: a lot.
Number of Piercings: 4.
Number of Tattoos: eighteen. |
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[Jul. 15th, 2006|07:42 pm] |
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Ah, I'm leaving tomorrow for Florida! Branded by Fire is going to be AMAZING! I'm super excited. I really miss Richard, another week. =(
Well so I was thinking earlier...and I realized how jealous I get, and how bad it sucks. I'm jealous of girls with pretty hands and good hearts. I'm jealous of the people my mom hang out with instead of me. I'm jealous of my step-mom and my two dogs. (sounds ridiculous, but it's true.) I hate that I get so jealous. I wish I could just always be happy with the way things are and the way I am. I'm working on it.
PS. this is my best friend.
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